Today 31st July, end of the month. 6 more days, is grandma 4th month death annivesary. Days passed so quickly, its just like yesterday since grandma is gone. I really really really miss her so much. Nothing can describe the love and misses in my heart. I miss her more than words describe. I miss her more than yesterday. I miss her more than anything else in the world.
Mid-Aug having family gathering dinner or lunch is yet to decide. I believe Grandma will be with us.
Going Miri (Malaysia) at Sep 16!
YUPPEI!!
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Lord, my Jesus
Dear Lord,
I thank you for this day. I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you.
I ask now for Your forgiveness. Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so tha t I can hear from You.Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things.Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over.
Let me continue to see sin through God's eyes and acknowledge it as evil. And when I sin, let me repent, and confess with my mouth my wrongdoing, and receive the forgiveness of God. And when this world closes in on me, let me remember Jesus' example -- to slip away and find a quiet place to pray. It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits.
I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Your will. Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak. Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I pray for those who are lost and can't find their way. I pray for those who are misjudged and misunderstood. I pray for those who don't know You intimately. I pray for those who will delete this without sharing it w ith others. I pray for those who don't believe. But I thank you that I believe. I believe that God changes people and God changes things. I pray for all my sisters and brothers. For each and every family member in their households.
I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met. I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than God. Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight. I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees them and every mouth that confesses them willingly..
This is my prayer.In Jesus' Name, Amen.
I thank you for this day. I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you.
I ask now for Your forgiveness. Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so tha t I can hear from You.Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things.Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over.
Let me continue to see sin through God's eyes and acknowledge it as evil. And when I sin, let me repent, and confess with my mouth my wrongdoing, and receive the forgiveness of God. And when this world closes in on me, let me remember Jesus' example -- to slip away and find a quiet place to pray. It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits.
I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Your will. Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak. Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I pray for those who are lost and can't find their way. I pray for those who are misjudged and misunderstood. I pray for those who don't know You intimately. I pray for those who will delete this without sharing it w ith others. I pray for those who don't believe. But I thank you that I believe. I believe that God changes people and God changes things. I pray for all my sisters and brothers. For each and every family member in their households.
I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met. I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than God. Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight. I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees them and every mouth that confesses them willingly..
This is my prayer.In Jesus' Name, Amen.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
100days
100 days is over. Granny has been away with us for 100 days. Sometimes, I jus could not help but ask why. Why is she gone? Yes, though she is healthy..but.. A few times in a week, my ears will stay to hear strange things. I will hear that day when I am in the hospital the sound of grandma breathing. Its not really grandma's breathing. But it is the machine that helps her breathe. I could still remember she breathe so long in the hospital. Which make us think that she is sleeping very soundly.
Exams coming and over. I had 2 strange dreams in a week. I dont know what is that suppose to mean. But I dont care. This coming saturday we are going to the temple in bishan to pray for grandma. I miss her so much. Sometimes, I jus wish I could see those kinds of things. So that I can know if grandma is with us.
外婆，我好想你。你在哪里？
Exams coming and over. I had 2 strange dreams in a week. I dont know what is that suppose to mean. But I dont care. This coming saturday we are going to the temple in bishan to pray for grandma. I miss her so much. Sometimes, I jus wish I could see those kinds of things. So that I can know if grandma is with us.
外婆，我好想你。你在哪里？
Thursday, July 9, 2009
3months.
Today is the 9th of July. And it has been 3 months since grandma passed away.
Today while on the way to school, everything seems to flash back in my mind. And btw, it tooks 1 and a half hour for me to reach sch. While sitting on bus 89, I think of the times when grandma was around. It just seems like its yesterday. I remember the last time our whole family went out with grandma is to changi village. We went for fishing with grandma. Its the first time grandma went with us, and from the look of the face, i know she is very happy. In that flashback, i can see her walking slowly helding mommy's hand slowly walking towards our direction. She is really one of my favourite person in my heart. She is 90 this year, and I knew I can never go to this kind of places with her anymore.
This coming sunday, our whole family will be doing volunteery work. We used part of grandma's money that she had leave for us to buy ALOT of things for the old folks. Eg: Quaker oat, milo, rice, detergent, brush etc.. Its also like our family gathering.
This few days exams, test, presentation coming up. Im so damn shagged. Be cos this is the impt time that i am going to YEAR 2 SEM 2. Ahhhh! How I wish time will pass quickly to the day that i can wear that black sqaure hat, and take the rubbish paper.
I miss you, be cos loving u is beyond my hope. GRANDMA =D
Today while on the way to school, everything seems to flash back in my mind. And btw, it tooks 1 and a half hour for me to reach sch. While sitting on bus 89, I think of the times when grandma was around. It just seems like its yesterday. I remember the last time our whole family went out with grandma is to changi village. We went for fishing with grandma. Its the first time grandma went with us, and from the look of the face, i know she is very happy. In that flashback, i can see her walking slowly helding mommy's hand slowly walking towards our direction. She is really one of my favourite person in my heart. She is 90 this year, and I knew I can never go to this kind of places with her anymore.
This coming sunday, our whole family will be doing volunteery work. We used part of grandma's money that she had leave for us to buy ALOT of things for the old folks. Eg: Quaker oat, milo, rice, detergent, brush etc.. Its also like our family gathering.
This few days exams, test, presentation coming up. Im so damn shagged. Be cos this is the impt time that i am going to YEAR 2 SEM 2. Ahhhh! How I wish time will pass quickly to the day that i can wear that black sqaure hat, and take the rubbish paper.
I miss you, be cos loving u is beyond my hope. GRANDMA =D
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)