Without you.

I can't forget this morning
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows, yes it shows
No I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrows
When I had you there then I let you go
And now it's only fair that I should let you know
What you should know
I can't live, if living is without you
I can't give, I can't give anymore

Please come back will you?

The time will come

Dear blog,

When Im on the way to school, I saw someone, that someone reminds me so much of my grandma. That someone board the bus, head full of big bag of vegetables. She gave her heart, to her family like how my grandma did.

I never have any regrets in my life, only for one. The one that I can never undo. The one that I regreted so deeply in my heart. The one that I never see her having a impact in my life. The one that leaves and I know she will never come back.

The tears start to tear in my eyes. I miss her since 6 Apr. I wanted so much to see her. But I know I will never comes true.

A few days more to Christmas. A celebration waiting for us. I want to share the joy with you. But can you feel it? I want to share the new year joy with you. But can you feel it?

I promise I will treat you better.
I promise whatever I do, I will think of you.
I promise I will hold your hands and let you feel secure.
I promise everything, everything just for you to be back.

Please come back, will you?

PS: I miss you terribly, grandma.